...and now, I'll be very busy layouting my newsletter. Wish me luck. Wish me inspiration. Wish me an engaging drive.

Eyana Mallari vows to be saintly on the remaining days of my Sophomore year. Yes, to be a saint is my utmost goal this 2009. Oh crap, my younger siblings are in a boxing match again. OK OK, focus. Help me God to be immaculate from the world of filthiest sins.

UGH THE STRESS.
I have to learn how to manage it.

Oh my dilemmas.

Love,
eyana ♥

Catholics are obliged to hear the Holy Mass, since today is the annual Ash Wednesday - in preparation for the incoming Lenten Season. I felt so guilty for not complying with this spiritual event this year, albeit I know that I need to be awestruck by His Divine Grace atm. I'm not kidding. Lord, please forgive me.

I want to be rejuvenated. That's why I've created another blog again. I won't be linking it until it's fully revamped. I want it to be simple, and ttly green. I seriously need to be cleansed spiritually. I feel like a damned human being, unfortunately. I need to be free from the remorse and guilt that I'm feeling right now. I need to start from scratch.

School again tomorrow. I still have one more feature article to write. Motivation is what I need most atm. Please. Wish me luck.

Love,
eyana♥

You are tending to pursue your objectives with concentrated intensity and it would seem that whatever obstacles may come into your path, you will stick to your guns and will not allow yourself to be deflected from your purpose. You are striving to achieve recognition and what is more - you deserve it.

All of your dreams and hopes have not materialised and consequently you are unsure of which way to go. This uncertainty has led to considerable stress but you have sufficient 'strength of mind' to overcome this state of affairs although it will take some time.

The way things are at this time it is necessary to 'go slow'. All the pleasures that you have anticipated should be left in abeyance until some future date, but all is not lost, you are able to derive and achieve considerable gratification from someone quite close to you.

You are exhausted, over stressed and you refuse to give in. You are trying to minimise the tension by being physically active. It would seem that you are experiencing problems with an existing relationship and try as you might, you find it impossible to alter the situation because there is no co-operation. There is an urgent need for proper understanding which may only be accomplished by communication. At this time you feel that there is no 'give and take' on either side. This is resulting in constant depression. You are irritable and it could be said by your nearest and dearest that 'you are hard to live with'. You feel the urgent need to get away from it all - even it's only for a little while. You may be finding it difficult now to make firm decisions - you are restless and generally uptight.

Anxiety and a restless antagonism, as a result of unfulfilled emotional needs, has resulted in considerable stress. You are trying to overcome this by working and playing extremely hard - but at all times you have your future in mind. You are a worker and as a result of your inherent enthusiasm you cannot fail.

Love,
eyana ♥

Each of us is different. Very different.
We struggle, pieces that we are,
to come together as one.

3 words: Tablo is amazing. -_-+
Notwithstanding his connection to Kpop, I 'd still love to purchase his book.

I don't know why I love one thing that doesn't love me back. Which is creative writing. (doom)

Me: May joke ako.
Person: Ano?
Me: *insert particular name here* (Gee, you won't get this unless you're in rooms 3 and 4)
Person: LOL =))) =)))

Ksabog.

I still have to do my Math homework in advance.

Love,
eyana ♥